Meditation diaries 04.05.13 & 05.05.13

Saturday I was at my parents house to celebrate my youngest brother so I decided to make my meditation short this day so what i did was some prayer before i went to bed, the Lord’s prayer and a bit of “freestyle prayer” and that was what i did Saturday.

Sunday the 5th of may was a bit special as it is a celebration day in the buddhist tradition Mahajrya to which I belong. So I went to see my teacher in the afternoon and we did a mala of the five elements(earth, fire, heaven, water, air) and talked some about the subject of the celebration which is karma and causality.

when I got home I did a little of the 1st avatar mantra before I went to bed.

GuruDev

Meditation diary 30.04.13

today, like yesterday I started my meditation session with the Lord’s prayer and then the small prayer asking that may b in service of God and that God’s will be done.

Then I started doing some integration(self-therapy) of the first feeling that popped up, while reciting “Om mani padme Hum” to keep my consciousness high. the emotion I was working on was not easily identified, but when I asked myself what it was I got an image from a dream I had right before waking up this morning, so I suppose the two things are connected, I just have to figure out the meaning of it. the integration lasted for around 25 minutes.

The next thing i did was the first mantra of the avatar process(the mantra of joy and bliss) and i did that(while transcending) for about 25 minutes as well. I was generating  lot of heat and felt very hot while meditating, especially in my feet, hands and head.

 

GuruDev

God’s Will

god will not throw you the easy ball, he will challenge you, but he will challenge you so you will be ready, so you will evolve, i will try to embrace  that, how hard it may seem, no matter how much it seems like he is just trying to get me down, some day i will understand until then i will just have faith that He knows what is right…
Gods will be done

Amen

GuruDev