Today I started with some prayer and contemplation of my soul name to raise my consciousness, then I started doing my 9 malas of the air mantra, after two malas some emotions started to rise, I stayed aware of the emotions while chanting the remaining malas so I could integrate the emotions once I was done with the malas.
So I started integration of the emotions and soon I was having thoughts in my head about some information I wanted to give to some people but it was not my place to give it. The more I integrated the more I realised how much I was complicating it for myself because I was focusing on one way of communicating this information where it was not my place to communicate it, but if I just told the persons face to face it would not be a problem at all. This whole thing is cool as air as I know it is concerned with communication, so that this situation arises when doing the air mantra, is probably not a coincidence.
Then I switched over to doing the second avatar mantra, and really felt well and happy very quick.
GuruDev
oh that’s cool, air and communication issue. Like the air, communication should be simple and free, as long as it doesn’t cause suffering on purpose.